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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee,
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies.

I'm all grown-up now,
but still need help somehow.
I'm not a child,
but my heart still can dream.

So here's my lifelong wish,
my grown-up Christmas list.
Not for myself, but for a World in need.

No more lives torn apart,
that wars would never start,
and time will heal all hearts.
And everyone would have a friend,
and right will always win,
and LOVE would never end.

This is my grown-up Christmas list,
this is my only lifelong wish.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

7:37 AMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y

Monday, December 21, 2009

The holidays are almost over. And I haven't gotten everything want yet.
No, it's not the end of my search, but it is the end of having carefree time.
Yes, the end of our childhood.

Sure, we're too old to still be in our childhood, and what I'm saying a little bullshit, but trust me, we are.

After Secondary 2, your life will CHANGE.

(Actually I've been thinking about this topic for quite sometime now, and now deciding to type it out.)

From now onwards, at least in my life, we will be obsessed with WORK.

Next year, we'll be working our butts off towards end-of-year for our POLY/JC APPLICATIONS.

Yes, weren't you listening during Mr Gan's talk?

And if it doesn't work out like you wanted, you have to work EVEN HARDER in Secondary 4.
'Cause there's the good-ol' Os/Ns-going-to-be-Os.

And next year, we'll be having our individual subjects to go batshit crazy studying on, and what new things to add on to our teenage lives?

If you're a Student Councilor, there's the elections (a new president), the planning of things, the cleaning of things, running of things and the saying-'this-way-please' of things.

If you're in a Uniformed Group, it's compulsory to be an NCO, meaning that you're a leader, and when anything goes wrong, someone's going to take the blame.

*Please don't sack/punish me after this, this is not complaining, it's acknowledgment. Showing that I'm getting prepared for the things ahead of me and typing down helps me accept and absorb it.

And after Secondary School, more work and lesser freedom lies ahead.

In poly, it's said that after your first year of adjusting to things in your new course/school, you'd be interning 7 days a week with a horrifying pay attached. Of course I'm not encouraging anyone to only choose the course with the highest possible interning pay, but please be smart and choose one that you love and know that you'll enjoy.

Eventually, you'll continue to pursue your upcoming career in University trying to earn a degree. You'll probably be dead tired everyday and not much freetime.

After graduating, you'd be most probably trying to look for a job and support yourself. And while doing that, you work full-time and off-days are pretty limited if you're starting at the way bottom. Thus, the only long off-days legal would probably be MC (Yeah, go purposely fall down stairs and break your leg la.), pregnancy or reservist. And 2/3 costs money, so you'd better earn your money good before thinking of doing anything else.

Ah, and marriage (if people really actually get married), marriage is another story/topic that I don't know much of. I've never been married, so what do I know?

And the only way to really relax like how we are relaxing now?

LOSING YOUR JOB.

Sure, after years and years following, you miss relaxing, and once you get older, you'd probably feel like relaxing all the time, maybe even at work. Thus, leading you to get full of yourself, hating a boss so-much, or boss hating you, and both situations leading to getting sacked or quitting.

And definitely, you'd think, "Ah, that was a long kukubird ride, I NEED A BREAK!"

While thinking that, you take a few months rest and enjoying life, using up all your hard earned money from throughout the years and lead to loaning from the bank until you find another job.

So, my purpose for taking this half-an-hour to type this is that I'd like everyone to enjoy the holidays while you still can. Don't use your time unwisely. :D

7:16 PMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y

Friday, December 18, 2009

English:
Okay, I've just opened a another blog. It'll be like my diary.
But this is still my main blog, the other blog is to store all my thoughts and scribbled poems, maybe even recent favorite sayings.

So that other blog is quite personal for me, as it houses my deep feelings put into words.

This is the other side that you've not seen about me. The softer side, much softer.

If you're curious, here it is: http://sayaendoevathink.blogspot.com/

But please, after you've understood what I write there, I don't want them to be trashed or made fun of. But I do believe that, if you're feeling vulnerable, that'll be a place where you can relax and read what I have to say when I'm vulnerable.

Cheers!

Eva

Japanese:

私はもう１つのウェブサイトを作成しました。それは私の日記でしょう。
これはまだ主なウェブサイトでしょう。新しいウェブサイトは私のすべての考えと感情をストアするでしょう。それは私のために個人的でしょう。それは言葉に注がれた私の感覚を受けるでしょう。

これはあなたが見なかった感情的な私であろう。いっそう感情的な私。
もしあなたがそれらを見ることを望むなら : http://sayaendoevathink.blogspot.com/

さようならとありがとう、

意華ちゃん　（Eva）

10:34 PMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

English Translation (英訳):

Hi, just a short update. I've changed my background song/video to "White Light" 'cause it's the only Christmas-related song I could think of ('stay with me' doesn't quite work right?). And the reason why I have this 'English Translation/Japanese Translation' bullshit is 'cause I found out that 20% of the people who visit the blog, whether in transit or not, is Japanese. Or at least it came from Japan. SO, yeah. :D Merry Christmas!

Japanese Translation (日本語訳):

やあ、こんにちは、ただ短い更新。クリスマスであろうとしているから、「ｗｈｉｔｅ　ｌｉｇｈｔ」私は私の歌をに変えました。私がなぜ同じく日本の翻訳を持っているかという理由、は私が若干の日本の読者を持っているからである。２０パーセントが日本からです。日本から私のウェブサイトを読んだ人たちまで、大変ありがとうございます。メリークリスマス、皆！

3:43 AMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Importance of friendship between girls and maybe guys.

I had just read an article about how all men are pigs.

I can't say they all are, neither do I have the power or social greatness to comment much.

What do I know about men? I have known boys (cause' they've not gotten to their coming of age age.), and from various sources, some really are pigs.

But not from my circle, or am I too careless to notice?

Are all boys going to end up as pigs?

But from what I can infer, boys grow up to become bachelors and playboys, girls end up with the name 'spinsters' or 'old maid'. What has society done to limit us to these two choices?

Here is where we have to treasure friendship. This is where friendship is important amongst girls.

If you're a guy, you might not want to carry on reading.

For girls, we are a bunch of very sensitive and emotional creatures. With just a pinch of criticism, we'll already blow our top mentally, or go off to cry later on.

There is NO girl who is very emotionally-secure, and won't cry off after a harsh piece of news. Even if they don't cry, their ego would've been hurt. And covers it with saying something tough or laughing it off.

So, staying together as friends is very important. Here is my point why.
Even if we're married and grow old, if we won't keep friendship real and stay close as possible, instead you go on with your family and not care at all. Men die first, that's the hard truth. Then we're all back to square one being single and where friendship is our priority.

We need an emotional safety net to keep from breaking down, and ending up in dying earlier.

It's a battle to keep friendships going, and during this holidays, keeping each other posted is pretty difficult since we're not going to school to see each other everyday.

Make the effort to meet up once in while, don't avoid them. You'll never know what free will may present you. But trust me, once you're too old to do what you like when you're younger, it will be a lonely road for you if you have a $1000 chip on your shoulders.

We make most of our best friendships and relationships from Secondary school/High school. Cherish them, love them, do not kill them, nor avoid them. Especially when you've already known someone long-term.

8:30 PMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

This is going to be a super short update, this is just reference to my posts on FaceBook.
After watching the NEWS LIVE DIAMOND DVD (downloaded video), here are the aftermath:

English translation:

Aah, finally finished watching the concert. Overall, not bad. Despite the numerous back-to-back songs (which I guess it was supposed to be that way.), I loved the times where they appear to be ending the concert, but happened to appear again and start singing another song. Total: 3 times. Anyone else who wants to watch... it (guessing there won't be many), enjoy yourself!

Japanese Translation:

ああ、私は最終的にコンサートを見終わっている。全体的に、私はそれが問題がないと思います。多くの絶え間がない歌にもかかわらず（私がそれが標準的であると思うこと）, 私は部分を楽しんだのに対してコンサートを終わらせるそれらを見せかけること, けれども再び現われて、そして再び歌い始めました。時の数：３。見守ることに興味を持っている人たちのために（私は多くがないであろうと思います）, どうか楽しんでください。

P.S. Eunice wanted me to post up this drawing she pain-sakenly drew for me and my blog on MSN.

サヤエンドウとラブちゃんです！Sayaendou and LOVE-chan!

7:14 AMあたしわこのすとぷ　＾＿＾Y