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Saturday, April 17, 2010

The exams' are coming. Is anyone getting excited yet?

I'm more terrified than excited.

I'm trying my very best to get ahead with the class. I hope everyone gives each other support!

And then, we can all do our best together and not have bullshit like, "It's every man for himself."

I know, I'm mentioning these things 'cause I'm feeling vulnerable now. Yes, I'm not afraid to admit it.

Our class should definitely help and support each other, but we all care about our own grades too much.

Or pretend that they care.

Just like a glass protector, they seem to be there to protect you, but their dishonesty can be seen through as clear as glass.

I want to shake off that incomplete and somewhat expected "I hesitated".

I want to send out my voice, I want to speak.

Despite the hardship, I want to live with all my might!

Or something a little more like

Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken.

But you can still see crack in that motherfucker reflection.

Sorry for having to let y'all read a post of mine, in a state where I feel horrible.
But I think our class have some problems in terms of how bonded we are, which will result in the kind of teamwork that we'll have. I hope if any of the people in the class reads this, they won't feel hurt and call me a bitch. I'm sure there are some people in the class who feel the same way.

I'm not clearly not blaming anyone, especially not the chairperson nor the form teacher, about the class. It's something that the whole class should resolve together.

Okay, after this, people will probably start calling me a 'bitch', and this post 'bullshit'.

Sorry again. And I wish everyone all the best for their upcoming exams.
I need all the luck I can get. D:

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